today wrk...sianz so tired....wanna sleep...yst found out 1 lame game on facebook..LOL
street racing...haha...go try it..quite nice but super lame....lol..chiong all de way..yst start now alr lvl 14..dunno tats cionsidered fast or slow..lol..
tml going to skip training again..cos afternoon got wrk..too tired..so stay at hme sleep and play street racing..haha

see ya....





p/s: yes...going for chalet le...hope it will be fun...lol...

Sorry, Blame It On Me

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl


I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away



I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
Verizon back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me




http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/akon/sorry_blame_it_on_me.html

shit..i deleted some stupid words in de edit html section cos i wanted to remove music from my blog but who know my whole blog malfunction...fuck...now change to a simple blogskin..sianz...had a hard time chosing the blogskin..lol...

today watched coming soon..scary sia..was sucking my balls throughout de whole show sia...lj..sibei scary..u all should go and watch...
after that went to eat dou hua at the dunno where..i onli know is at the back of cathy...i drank de dou hua drink..its like de same as market lei, dunno y they say veri nice..lol...
then headed down to bugis for dinner and took a bus down to clarke quay...went to find de clinic and ordered 1 jug of vodka craneberry..haha...lucky got happy hour 1 for 1...so 45 for 2 jugs...
went to slack a while before going home....

waaa today best day ever...
report work 2.30pm
first lightning-4pm closed till 6.30

HAHA....BEST!!!!
slack for 2 hours..haha


donno why yst and today go work go injury...knn
yst put lane rope...first finger stuck between the rope and gratings
today go take bicycle ring finger come in between my bic and another 1...knn...fucking pain sia...

dunno y so suai...haiz..hope tml nth happen..



ahhhhh...guan yin ma...pls bless me...

pic of de day....nice.....

LIVE FOR NOTHING~DIE FOR SOMETHING



does it make sense?

i'm getting better but not fully recovered...still got cough runny nose and sore-throat..no more fever.....zzz

later going for work...and the weather now looks like its going to rain...yes!!!

the best part about working as a lifeguard is hope to see the dark sky...and sudddenly a flash of lightning across de sky...then "BOOOOMMM" within 5 secs..haha

tat means we can close de pool and slack...HAHAHA...best!!!!(:

off to work...
bye....

OMG..i'm sick...cough, runny nose, sore-throat,.......temp 37degrees..fever???
doctor say just give me panadol in case it rises-.- curse me izzit???

polyclinic see doctor damm cheap sia...4 types of medicine onli $14.60..ha..
after that went to eat porridge at bedok inter....
last time was i acc yt eat porridge cos she sick..
now she acc me...you know why???




cos i sick la...i alr say in de first sentence liao...lame-.-

sianz ah..tml till sun working...
dunno can tahan not..zzz
cannot tahan oso must tahan...
cos need money..mother say i take bike, bike i pay...
i take car....she pay for de car...

simi lan....haiz....

bye ppl....

this is my result...haiz....still cant get GPA more that 3..wtf sia..
damm disappointed....everytime 2.something...how to survive..how to U...fk man...

ST510B - 2 - C+
MS6121 - 4 - A
EE3115 - 4 - B
SP0501 - 2 - B+
MS6506 - 4 - C
LC0518 - 2 - C+
MM1401 - 4 - C+
MM1305 - 4 - C+

SEMESTER GPA: 2.833
CUMULATIVE GPA: 2.795


WTF SIA!!!

WHO IS HE!!!!!!!!!!????????

thxsss for de presents and dinner (ben,wy,roy,chang hong,ch,mh and seb)
sun...went dinner at just acia..nice!!!
after that went for ROMP IV at zouk...
wa..the queue there was like LONG QUEUE..haha..damm long..waited or almost 1 hour to get in...outside so many ppl inside oso so many ppl...lol...
went over to de bar for tequilia shot and jug of tiger beer cos we are 18(me dy roy n wy)..thx wy for de drinks(:
then dance dance dance till 4am..went over to 7-eleven bought drinks...de queue there oso damm long...haiz..everywhere long queue....then walk all the way to boat quay or clarke quay to have breakfast at mac...

took train home..damm shag....cos having been staying out for 2 days...lol
last fri stay out till sat..first train home...sat rest...
sun night till mon trained home...waaa....no matter how i sleep still cnnt recover sia...zzz...


today woke up....
start to rot at home......rot till afternoon went for lunch at my hse there....come back
CONTINUE TO ROT.....
rot till evening went for dinner at changi wif my family(:
cme home rot again...haiz....
i wan go out but no $$$
bank left 6 plus...can do wad??
wallet left 20plus....can do wad??
pay haven cme...
even cme oso $103.60..can do wad???
haiz.....




bye......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!


yst was funnnnnnn......haha(:

lazy to elaborate more....ha


reach home this morning 7am....tired....sleep till now.....still veri tired...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DALE!!

yst
went for K-ing session wif yt...lucky got student price..ha..
so quite cheap...
but dunno why the room damm cold lor...
we are like shivering and singing..lol..

today
just went for ls training this morning from 8 to 10....tireDDDDD:
went there for rope training...haha..and i hit 16seconds..must hit below 13 in order to get a medal..
have to train harder JACKIE!!!!
oso have to train for swim de....sianz..
later gg out..but dunno go where..ha






bye ppl.....


9 more hours to my 18th Bdae!!! haha(:

tink i will be getting this scooter first....cos its cheaper by a lot lot lot...and most important....cuter....hahha...
for the aprilia bike..wait till i save up enough money or i tio toto or 4D then buy ba...


tml is dy bdae.
he will be cancelling 1 item from his wish list(:
i'm not sure did i buy the correct design not...lol...


bye...going of to IT fair afterwards.....

HiLo......shall start wif a big thank you to my classmates...thx for de cake and the t shirt..haha(:

To Donavan:
you owe all of us a big thank you........

(:

i cant seem to understand her these few days...dunno whether the problems lies with me or with her...
i dunno wads going on with her........haiz.....

staying at home is damm damm fking boring.....haiz..
went to my grandma hse today and so called celebrated my bdae..actually oso not celebrate onli cut cake...
let my cousins happy nia..haha
but de cake is nice...chocolate almond from emicakes or wadever u spell it..lol
received ang bao from auntie...thx(:
pics.....

yst......
went pinic wif my class yst..and weather was great...no rain...onli sun....
damm unlucky....
rent bike....
cycle halfway.....when shifting gear...the whole gear and chain at the rear wheel came off and broke-.-
power right?
dunno how the hell i cycle till de gear can break...tink the metal is brittle alr...
then went back to the shop...and told a lie...
told the uncle that i got bang by other ppl therefore will break..lol..and he believe..haha..
lucky me...if not maybe need pay...

then i oso dunno how vincent cycle till his t-shirt can lost....lol...
he hang it at his shorts and cycle till happy happy then cme back realise t-shirt lost....

How noob can u be ah???

the guys except 1( cos he got flower liao then dun wan brother) came to my hse and we watch shutter....lol...
dun wan say too much to what happen during the whole movie..later someone wif a lot of family whack me...haha...

today.....
went for LS training at the beach....
reach there 10plus...run and run and run...from end to end...then sprint and sprint....
fuck...
now my right thigh fking pain...
after training went to eat and back to inter to take bus home...

i ask u all ah...
let say u all are bus drivers then got 1 passenger pay coins...
actual fees is $1 then he onli got 90cents
will u ask him find the 10cent or just press the button $1 ???


actually the passenger is me....and the bus driver die die ask me go change wif ppl...
wtf...10cent oso wan gek kao...somemore i second stop jiu alight le...he die die wan me change...
wtf...i at ther LL..nth to say then go look for change....then took the 10cent and throw it inside...

attitude right???
i oso know i in the wrong..
but....i dunnoo wad to say.....
alight the bus wif a du lan feeling....fk man...

went hme sleep...
weather damm bad...
thunderstorm....
like having world war 3 at the sky...
or like watching star wars-attack of the lighting...lol

SLEEPING IS THE BEST THING IN LIFE!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!






counting to down to 13032009-dy 18th bdae(:
counting to down to 14032009-my 18th bdae(:
counting to down to 18032009-release of my result ):

hello people !! and today is chicken day...
went swimming with sister(s) today . (: cus yt went too ! and she seems to be my another little sister..lol..

thats all...

bye....

dunno why these few days like to hear old songs...
or songs that does not belong to my age...lol
actually they are quite nice.....
songs like....
大海
爱我的人和我爱的人
别问我是谁
从开始到现在
白月光
愛你不是愛給別人看 and many more....lol
wad does this mean???
am i getting old???
or am i getting more mature???
lol...but wadever it is...
these songs are damm nice(:

AHHhhh...stress ah...
everyday thinking money....
eat
sleep
work
play
even shit oso tink about money....

ppl say money is not everything......
but without money wad can u do???

rot?
rob?

or we use rock to rob then rot???
(rhymes uh....)


ah fuck la....
i'm talking crap here.....

today..........
work was ok....a bit sianz cos me and my friend didnt know wad to do...lol
but luckily..at around 5plus...it started pouring followed by thunderstorm...MUHAHAHAH!!! so we closed the pool and slacked inside the booth reading mag till the rain stop(:

saw rainbow after that.....
NICE!!!

then stone for few hours and cycled back......

tml working again....

i really need another job....

thats all ppl...bye(:

FUCK LA!!!

ming hao...now i understand your feeling alr...i see alr all my mao all stand...
somemore i open in the middle of the night....WTF!!!

dun need sleep.
damm disgusting.





fuck it.....

counting down to my birthday....
18years old=BIKE LICENSE(:this(Aprilia RSV-1000R)

or......

this(Aprilia-RSV1000R-FACTORY)....


all i know is....both damm ex ex ex.....

and i need another job.....

cos i need money.....




or does anyone wan to sponsor me???(: